FEVER RIGHT NOW AHHHHH !!!
So freaking tired that I can't even do anything. Uh.. Maybe not. Laughs. I'm actually blogging. Promo is like next week zz. And I'm sick. Great -.- !
Yesterday was the greatest humiliation in my life. I was confused. At that particular point, I was mad(seriously mad), sad, and appreciate for what he said. Well, I don't know if most of my classmates know about this but I don't given a damn. When he said those words out, "You don't know how to express yourself and you need improve on your english." (something like that) I was like fine, okay, yours ain't anywhere better. Something pissed me off is saying other stuffs, which I couldn't recall.
Damn! I feel like killing him using butcher knife, hang him like a dead cow, letting his blood to be dripping slowly and dip him into a pool filled with piranha.
I am afraid of him. Afraid of teachers like him. (Something bad happen to me when i was a kid, so I never like teachers.) Yet, I was stupid enough to consult him. Even though I know, it was a necessary thing to do to clear my doubts. After that last question I asked him, I said there isn't anymore questions. I was shaken off by then but it was true that I don't have anymore questions to ask.
After that he said, " Are you sure you've no more questions?"
I said, "Ya."
He said, " Fine. You better brush up your concepts, try to express yourself more because I really don't understand what you are trying to say."
(something like that. Cause I can't rmb lol)
And I said, " Ya."
So he rolled his eyes for the x1000000 times at me.(okay, that's kind of exaggerating)
Firstly, it was very rude to roll your eyes at someone else, even if I'm a student. Give some respect. And you still have the cheek to say, "I'm trying to be a professional teacher." To me, the most basic character and attitude a professional teacher must have is care, perseverance, understanding, and RESPECT to everyone. I don't care you're pissed at me because I have such a WEAK concept because I know I'm weak at physics and I know that everyone who taught me will be so frustrated. As for the humiliation part, I can't be bothered. Who aren't humiliated before in front of your classmates by your teacher.Secondly, its true I can't express myself. But surprisingly, I have no problems with that with other sub teachers. Probably, I can't speak in a way you understand or whatever.
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Thirdly, I do appreciate your comments. Definitely will brush up my physics and G.P. Definitely.
Lastly, I was so brave yesterday, to be able to face my fear.
