Time flies, that's what I always say. It really does. I don't know why, but I just feel like blogging. It probably will bores you but somehow I feel like saying what I wanna say. I hate school a lot and the hatred can't be measured.

I do hate. I'm not this kind girl whom most people thinked of. I cursed, I swear, I hope that you'll die fast. (Uh, applies to minority of my friends/classmates). I hate it when people says that I'm really kind. I mean I don't think so, especially with these kind of thoughts I had in mind. Well, I just thinked that I'm a human, with both evil and good thoughts. Or perhaps a little abnormal? Maybe. Life is tuff. I wonder if there's something out there waiting for me. I hope not. I wonder, 20 years down the road, what will I be ? A clerk? Waitress ? Sales assistant? Banker ? A beggar ? A janitor ? Or its the end of the world ? I wish I can be a doc. Where will I live in ? Current house? I wish I can own an apartment. The kind of rooms I want, where there is no corner, no mirror, no windows, no doors. I want my own car too ! Grins* I want to retire early and travel around the world. To me, all these seems rather impossible. Its just a fantasy of mine but deep down I wish that it will be true. Soon.

Sometimes, I really wish that I could meet this girl. Because most of my friends been telling me that they saw me at blah blah blah when I'm home. Like HELLO ?! I spent most of my time HOME/Grandma house -.- .

I've been thinking, if I die, will there be a lot of people mourning for my death ?Doubt so.
Will anyone be happy about it ? I think so.

P/S: Love you mom.